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| though it's been a LONG time using xanga...
i think it's time to move on!
university is a time to start fresh, no? :)
http://bonjourQQ.blogspot.com/
FIND ME THERE!! :D
hehe you know you wanna ^^
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| i'm sitting here at the library and i've been studying for the past few hours.
i'm not as productive as before...haha. i keep thinking of things and i can't push them away.
well, either way, i did get alot of stuff down so i am satisfied. there's this little boy (maybe like 6 years old) who just did his lil 'pee dance' for 2 minutes in front of me 'cos he was waiting for the bathroom. hehehe so cute ~~ gosh its been so hot the past few days. absolutely melting at home but now i'm freezing inside the library and i didn't think to bring a coat. but woohoo i'm done my studying for today! now it is time to go play...^^
did i waste my summer away by not grasping every opportunity thrown at me to go party? haha no i dont think so. i found joy in other things. : )
will i regret it when school starts?
yeah, most likely. actually, now that i'm kinda in a rush to leave the library, i dont want to go. haha.
it is so nice and quiet in here...
maybe that's why my thoughts kept interrupting my studies. i feel like i'm neglecting my camera a bit. i should really use it more often and give it the love it deserves. : ) plus pictures would be a nice addition to posts... | | |
| omg...wisdom teeth out. it is really painful. more painful than i would have imagined!! but luckily i am not so swollen now :) my face has more or less gone back to its normal size! hahaha ^^ eating lots of ice cream! <3
bio is good.
i am happy...this summer is lovely :) though lately i've been moping around quite a bit at home but it's okay~ the weather outside is so warm anyway = = maybe i am truly more of an 'at-home' kind of person :D
hohoho this is a very dangerous game. though i am winning, it is so wrong. can you help me?
i do wonder how next year will turn out.
"will i ever see you again?"
please take good care of yourself ...
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| REIGN ♥ & TOFINO ♥
these past two weeks were both exhausting and incredible? each night, maybe an average of 4 - 5 hours of sleep...hahaha often even less than that. Stay up doing absolutely nothing, chatting, scheming = =, bio, partying, cleaning, just a bit of everything...
i'm sitting here wrapped up all warm and comfy again and i don't want to move to go out >__< i want to stay at home and do NOTHING!!! i like the cloudy + cold weather outside 'cos that means i am all toasty and wonderful in here...^^
somehow i feel as though this summer is going to change alot...nothing ever stays the same!!!!!!!!!
i always think that i have alot to say here but when i am typing my mind just goes blank~ hahaha
can you tell i am feeling different than usual? : P
no one calls me OLIVE = =
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| Okay, 1 ...
"Oh, no, not yet, dear. How are you feeling?"
"I'm shaking!"
"That's okay. Everyone feels like that. Now take your slip and go!"
1, 2, 3, 4.
"Elsa Wong! Elsa is an . . . ."
Oh my god, how come the stage seems so darn long! It didn't look that long from my seat! Walk walk walk, I hope I am not hunchbacked. Extend right hand, shake.
"Stand on the x now. The x!"
Oh right...the picture. Where the heck is the photographer?? Where am I looking!!
The flash momentarily blinds me. In the background, I hear, "...award!" What?
"Congratulations!" Mr.Lombardo reaches out to shake my hand and I do the same.
"Um...thank you." I give him a presumably gracious smile and turn to stumble off stage, away from the limelight.
"Come back! We need a picture!"
"Oh."
Picture? Again? Okay. Sure. The flash stuns me a second time and after another courteous thank you, I dazedly head for the stairs.
Suddenly, I become aware of the applause and the sea of faces; some smiling, excited; others absent and inattentive. My lips curl upwards, exhilarated, and my heart beats irregularly. I turn back to see the finish line once more. As I walk back to my seat, it grows farther and farther away.
That's it ! Dry grad was so much fun, I could hardly believe Magee could be transformed in the matter of a few hours. memories *
Thanks for everything, you guys. It all means alot to me, and though I had said I was ready for university, I don't quite think I am anymore. :(
I haven't looked through my yearbook much and the messages people wrote, I haven't bothered to read. Why...? It proves that it is true. True that this part of my life is coming to an end. Of course there is a new beginning but may I please stay in my comfort zone for a little bit longer?
I've never been good at good-byes. I really don't plan to say it if I don't need to.
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